quite a long time nv blog le. im recently very bz. haven been sleeping for more than
three days rushing projects. work oso rush here rush there. fuck la wats the world
becoming? frankly speaking 1 day 24 hrs is really nt enuff. everything oso ugrent. i
hate tat word UGRENT. i oso hate emails. more email = more work. damn boring.
anyhing interesting? haiz. sometimes i really wonder y do we live in this world of
stress? cant we die n get to a more peaceful life? y r we working so hard for? wen
will our life be beta? y r we so individual? y r we so lonely? y i cant sense
happiness? y our pay is always not enuff? y does he treat mi so coldly? y i cant
forget him?
so much of questions hu can ans mi? god perhaps ( if there's any) its killing mi
inside.i don care i don wish to kon i don wan anything i jus want a peaceful life. im
not rubbish stop dumping mi as where u like it. thought of giving it up. bt part of
mi habour some hopes tat maybe maybe maybe....
so i kept tell myself he not worth it i can find someone beta etc to make myself
convince bt nth seems to work. what sld i do.? im sick n tired of all this guessing
game. someone pls get mi out of here.
next week is last of sch follow by study week. exam coming soon. die. presentation
on the 26 wat sld i wear still wondering.......
straw bag