Im feeling horriable right now. in office today pissed mi off.im actually booking
air tickets. wen actually they keep changing the flight timing w/o going through mi?
wat the fuck. wen gary ( ctc ) call wen u wan to confirm the flight fuck off i
actually confirm wif him liao ! then he say tat not the way of working wat fuck ! i
told to issue the ticket and im actually WAITING. damn it ! i wait for so long he nv
told him ! fuck la ! damn pissed off. the boss lyke fuck chasing mi for the ticket.
he fax over to mi. n he called saying tat he fax over n say tat its my job to check
the fax machine hey fucker don u kon tat the fax machine is so far. sld i be sitting
there waiting onli 4 one fax n neglect my job ! then finally he email mi lo once n
for all everything ! i print it out job done. bt im damn pissed i need to let m
steam out in case i burst.i went out for a walk. sit down somewhere i don kon i need
to get out of the office. celine on leave. n im alone. nvm i still went out. look through
my phone lists hu's there to call. i really need to talk to. the first one hu came into
my mind was him. so i sms him as if his bz? he nv reply.so i called claudia. she was
chatting wif mi. which actually calm my mood a little.then ard 5 mins or so kai yue called
in so i told claudia i had a second line. so chat wif kai yue instead. nancy was wif her.
i miss them so.
went back office he reply saying he's bz bt no use le. no point anyway. in office my
face was damn black. and xiao fei zai don kon kinna scold by mi hw mani times.
wen i say im nt good means im not good don mess ard wif mi.
class tonight. jeffery wearing mickey tie ? instead of his usual one's tweety.weird
anyway im in the mood. his lyke saying joke today quite a lot whole class laughing. i
jus cant laugh don kon y.
i feel lyke crying ,i feel lyke dying, i feel lyke killing im bursting. hu there to help.
after lesson went to mac wif edna. brought our mac meals eat.half way through there was
this gal place i phone no. on the desk saying tat her fren wan to get kon me. i don kon
him . then she went off. mi n edna were stun. wat the? don care. then while eating edna
was telling mi her life story. this was then i feel how forturnate im. im a princess at
home. i feel tat im so blessed to have so many ppl hu love dote on mi. somehow or rather
im not contented. i feel tat y does god have to create ppl so Indivdually? its lyke so
lonly. y cant it be two? i need someone by my side, im not tat strong as i seems to be.
i need someone to hold mi wen i fall, someone hug mi wen im cold. stay by mi. forever n never let mi go.
i don wan to be so lonly.
god damn it i need some vcd to help pull my mood back. im so moody right now. i don kon wat im talking abt.
i shall stop here. i don kon wat kind of rubbish i will be writing wif a mood lyke this.
straw bag