My world seems to be falling apart .

It's just a day ?

y ?

My f*cking boss is moving office tml .

For god sake u cant paid my salary !

ur now telling me tat u r moving into a bigger office !!!

KNS !

i can no longer tolerate him anymore !

save mi ! get rid of tat devil pig tat is disrupting my life !

today its mon..

i went to an interview on fri.

there was this company which i really love alot.

i really wish to be part of their team.

he promise tat he will get back to mi on either mon or tue..

im losing my confident already.

i really tot he might call today.

i waited and waited.

no.

there isnt any call.

i onli recieve call from other company.

bt somehow i rejected their offer.

in hope tat the company i like will reply.

1 whole day had gone n yet there any ans from them.

sld i call them ?

i would tml.

cos i really like tat company alot..

if they did not call up i wld still tender my resignation.

there isnt any point working wen like right now im getting furstated by the way they

treat their staff.

today my world is like tearing apart.

who can lend me a listening ear ?

had been scrolling down my phone lists and i realise tat i cant call anyone.

becos i cant imagine myself bursting into tears.

i am tat kind of person who cant talk about my own sorrows.

as in not at the time wen im really down.

will talk abt it after i get over the problem.

had a phone call from my bro this evening.

he said : jie grandma is in the hospital..

she gotta a stroke..

im scared.

really scared.

things seems to have turn y upside down.

i already lost one of my grandma

i cant afford to lose my ah ma as well.

i really love her so.

she look so well wen i left house this morning.

i sld have talk to her more instead of rushing to work.

she still in the hospital.

i really hope tat she will be fine.

up till now i cant kon the situation in the hospital no one called home.

i wanted to go down n look at my grandma.

bt mummy say tat i need work tml so told mi not to go down.

since its already so late.

tml i will go down and c her.

definately !

ah ma Hwaiting !

jia you !

you can pull through this becos i believed.......