parts of life...
too much burden, too much stress.
will i go crazy one day ?
perhaps.
i wonder sometimes too.
all this stupid things will drive mi crazy one day.
i cant act the way i am.
anymore.
this environment forced mi to become an adult.
i have to act strong.
everyone is leaning onto mi.
i cant afford to collasp.
i cant afford to make the wrong decision.
they ask mi will everything be fine?
i told them with mi ard definately nth will goes wrong.
everything is under control.
but will everything turn out fine ?
i don kon.
im scared.
bt i cannot show my fear.
i have to overcome my fear.
i will do my best to earn more money to provide them.
i will give my best to provide them with all the basic needs in life !
i will win this battle !
becos for them i will.
may god bless mi..........
and bless my families...
cos i truly love them....
they always gave mi the best wen i'm young.
now its my turn to give them the best.
this is how love works
isnt it ?
straw bag